chasingafteryou

The words all used to come together when I was beautiful, They carried some sort of meaning, Like they were from someone whole And I guess I was lying to myself the entire time, But those ingenious phrases have to be somewhere in my mind, And I try to recall, I try so hard to remember The words I scrawled on my hand last December, in my moments of breaking down what i had left, And trying my hardest to re-assemble it But some pieces of the puzzle never quite fit And the words never sound the same, When Muffled under a layer of shame, I used to hurt myself once but won't do it again At least I hope, because I promised t

He'll return to you one day, his breath reeking of regret, half looking in the other direction, And his uncertainties, and his now foreign ways will make you feel as if you never knew him at all. Strangers, the distance and time seems to make us. A part of you will wonder what would have happened if one of you had tried just a little bit harder. You'll remember summer nights and running free and feeling like you weren't alone, and the same thought will just keep crossing your mind... Where did it all go? And you'll wonder for a moment but you know that's a question you'll never be able to answer, the things that have happened couldn't have

The Worlds closing in, feel the gaps in the walls get smaller and I've gotta get through it, Made it to far to lose it- whats left at least, and these thoughts won't cease, my mind the biggest problem I've found, and no end in sight of the thoughts that come with the end of night, Because no one can hold me tight all the time, and I can't blame them. Tonight it feels like every things going to be the death of me, I've been here before but it's been eternity, forgot what real pain was, and insanity, you've heard me before, just a whisper of vanity, But I faded away just like all the beautiful things you said to me. I'm still here, lost inside