A letter to britney and all of her friends.

I'm sorry for the way things happened, it was not handeled in the best way, and I will admit that fully. I was tired of rejection and tired of being humiliated.. tired of pain.. tired of having more to regret. I was tired of all of these things, and I tried desperately to push you away. For whatever reason, you stayed... whether that was a love you never validated, or just beacuse of the friendship we had. This bothered me because I did not want to be around you anymore.. the way that both of us had mishandled things resulted in me only being reminded of pain when I was around you, plus as I mentioned.. I could not be myself around you. I was tired of hiding. My sexuality was just a last straw in my effort to push you away. I was still in the process of coming to terms with the fact that I am Bisexual, and that was the way I was born. when the first thing you said was "that's okay.. it's you're choice" I freaked out and used that as an excuse to probably over react in a big way and get you out of my life. This may not have been the end if that was where our communication ended, but when you continued to Email and text me and try to talk to me.. that showed a blatant disrespect for my choice not to talk to you, and that hurt. I understand that your friends may not have known this information, and may not be aware of my decision not to talk to you, and so I apoligize to alex, lauren, ethan, and anyone else that got caught up in this. it was not my intention. I will continue to block any communication with any of you. Maybe at some point I will feel comfortable talking to you again, and maybe that point will be sooner.. but right now is not tha time, and so I ask that you do not try to contact me in any way. I hope that one of you checks this DA account or is watching me.. and I hope that you can forward this message to the others.

thank you,
riley